But! I shall blog today for the sake of killing boredom.
Everything is gonna be random and unorganised here whatever that comes to mind i will just type.
4/9/10
Went for orientation at melaka. I freaked out after the dean's speech ("You cannot escape from memorising! Its the basic like abc and your multiplication table. You dont memorise you cant continue in further advanced level.. Mind maps are useless!" and a lot more you-don't-work-hard-you-will-die talk. Boo.) and after having an outlook of our timetable ( Mondays to Saturdays 8am to 5pm in between only 2 hour lunch break). It feels like I will be crying day and night there due to the stress and homesickness and whatnot. Hostel arrangements totally sucked. We weren't given any briefing about the hostels and after the orientation they announced " Ok get to the counter outside the hall to book your hostel rooms." Everyone were like a herd of lost sheep and we start pushing and asking while staring at the list of hostels and price. Yeesh. Anyway i got a twin sharing and my future room mate is from Penang. She seems pretty nice hope we can get along well.
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Random fact no. 1 : I havent finish packing.
Random fact no 2 : I baked a chocolate cake that looks horrible but tastes not bad
Random fact no 3: Finished a book Before I Fall. Not bad.
Random fact no 4: I don't think I'm ready for dentistry. I've forgotten everything I learned in A levels.
Random fact no 5 : I'm gonna miss everything back in kl.
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I've been told we should learn how to accept.
When we face a problem normally we go through this 5 stages.
1. We go like.. "Why!!?? Why?? How could this happen to me??"
2. Then we start denying the problem.
3. The problem haunts you day and night and you get so soo depressed and miserable over it.
4. This is only when we start to accept that we have to live with it.
5. And finally doing something about it.
It seems that there are very few that can jump straight to no 4 and 5.
People with extremely high EQ i guess.
Something I really need to develop.
When we face a problem normally we go through this 5 stages.
1. We go like.. "Why!!?? Why?? How could this happen to me??"
2. Then we start denying the problem.
3. The problem haunts you day and night and you get so soo depressed and miserable over it.
4. This is only when we start to accept that we have to live with it.
5. And finally doing something about it.
It seems that there are very few that can jump straight to no 4 and 5.
People with extremely high EQ i guess.
Something I really need to develop.
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Anger is something very scary. It makes you go violent. It makes you want to hurt yourself. It makes you want to stab yourself. It makes you hurt others. In the end it makes you cry.
