Suddenly I notice that its the small gestures that shows the most.

That morning I saw my dad waving me goodbye from his bedroom window as I walked out of the gate.

Normally he would still have been sleeping.

I didnt know why but that just suddenly made me feel very safe like he's watching over me at all times.. making sure I'm ok =)

Ever since I've been looking up at his window every morning before I leave for college.

And just that motivates me to go through everyday.

I want my results

ASAP

Suspense

Please stop torturing me

Edexcel board

When is the doomsday?

I dont care. Just give me my A's

I've realised I've developed this tendency of thinking too much.

Like who the hell analyses

" Oh ok lo... its nothing... "

into

" I hate you I'm tired of you"

except me.

I hate what's becoming of me.

Oh shoosh this blog is now officially my emo spamming space.

Hopefully that will change. Soon.

I need a little more hugs and smiles and LOADS of confidence.