I'm in a no-mood-to-study-mode and thats really bad.
I'm just really angry at myself right now.
It even angers myself when I'm making him the victim of my stupid mood swings.

argh hate myself so much sometimes.

It feels like I'm just throwing my parents trust and confidence in me into the drain.
and right now.. I think I've just thrown mine away.

Phang Jia Wei you're a total idiot.And there's no turning back now =(