Friendship

3 different friends.
3 different ways to get hurt.
I thought I could finally settle down and embrace the moment.
I took it for granted.
That's why I'm hurt again.

I need confirmation. I need security. I need truth and honesty. I need to reach out more and understand.
I want it all to be REAL.

Cold War

"Hurry
Hurry
You put my head in such a flurry
Flurry
Freckle freckle what makes you so special?
What makes you so special?
I'm gonna leave you
I'm gonna teach you
How we're all alone
How we're all alone"
~w.a.m.s. by Fall Out Boy

You shall not be the one who will affect my quality of life.
I'm not the one responsible for your anger.
I have my life to live.
I know why you're doing this.
But that doesn't give you the right to just treat me like that.
I'm sorry if you are hurt.
But guess what? I think you are on the winning side as well.
You got me a little affected when I thought I wouldn't be.

Gone.

It's so scary to lose control of even a part of your body.
It feels like you're going to lose ALL of it.
The same goes to life.
I think I'm already missing some pieces.